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The Diary of a Mad Man: The Life & Times of Brandon Kolby Jacobs is a product of a life of great conflict, failed romances, and lessons learned. Starting as just a concept in the back of my mind almost nine years ago, I honestly never thought I'd actually be in a place where this book coming out would be a reality. When I first dreamt of this book is was simply a poetry book that I'd be doing with two friends I met while in college, but as we all went our separate ways, I continued to write poetry and talk about how I'd one day put it all together in a book. In 2014 when I finally sat down and started writing I found myself looking to do summaries on what inspired me to write each one of the poems and what I noticed is that real life experiences seemed to explain them all. So what was initially a poetry book evolved into a book "loosely" based on my life from 1984-2013. This book will hopefully make you laugh, make you cry, think me a horrible person and much more. But hopefully when you're finished reading it you'll think better of yourself and recognize that the human condition is a twisted road of good and bad decisions... did I mention that the book also has some amazing quotes from some of the people who were apart of some of these moments? Yeah, those are there too! The Diary of a Mad Man: The Life & Times of Brandon Kolby Jacobs will be out in 2015... it's just a matter of when...lol.  Book will be available in Print on Demand, Itunes, Google Books, and Amazon (Kindle)! Feel free to ask any questions below and follow the page so you can keep un on everything Brandon Kolby Jacobs!

Sample From Chapter 8- Grieving… Through The Continued Orgasms & Chaos

"I was in the piano rooms in a drunken daze trying to get myself together when I called for Phaedra to come back there with me. Looking back on Phaedra, she was and will forever be sexually engaging. She had seductive eyes that could draw men in. One kiss just isn’t enough… and it wasn’t enough that afternoon. It started out with seductive kisses and then the lights went out. My hands found their way to her pants, stripping off her clothes as she moaned and suggested we shouldn't (all while removing her panties) and before we knew it we were raw… naked on the floor…me stroking unprotected inside of her as she kissed on my neck. I think I told Phaedra I loved her, which is strange because we knew one another, but not well enough for that sort of relationship to blossom. But a drunk tongue speaks sober thoughts and I suppose that would be a reality I’d eventually come to, but as we climaxed into one another the feelings were more animalistic than anything else. We both got dressed and as I walked out of the piano room I realized that others had seen us… and they had heard us. Monique was going to find out about this and that reality sobered me up real quick. I had just fucked two women while trying to build a relationship with Monique and even if I could keep the situation with Renee under wraps, I surely wouldn't be able to explain this one when other people clearly heard Phaedra moaning my name. I was fucked… and not just in the sense of being intimate with these two women. I was fucked because it was only a matter of time before the proverbial chickens came home to roost."

You see you were under the false impression that the seduction of your gold trinkets, short white garments, and absent undergarments had control of the sexual ambiance…
You see you are sadly mistaken…
Because tonight they mean as much has your red fingernails and dark eye shadow…
Tonight, they mean nothing as Maxwell plays and they are stripped from your curvaceous frame…
Now trust in me love…
Trust that pain is pleasure…
So as you’re ass naked…
Blindfolded…
Facedown with your hands behind your back…
Trust that my firm grip on your buttocks is in an effort to exhibit the sort of sexual control you desire…
You know you think of it love….
Pondering inappropriate thoughts of having you panties pulled down as your are placed up on that desk that houses that computer that is the bane of your existence and you are fucked right in the middle of your office for all to see because for as shy as you are…
You just want to be seen….
And I see the vaginal fluid secrete out from inside you as you read this…

But now,
You are blindfolded…
Nude…
Facedown on my glass desk as the moonlight shines in…
The cold from the glass causes your nipples to remain erect…
You just want someone to kiss you…
And lick your nipples in a counter clockwise direction to move your orgasm forward….
But then…
You feel the warm tingle of the candle wax right at the top of your buttocks… moving up your spine…

And then you breathe out…
And then in…
As the ben wa ball is inserted into your vagina…

You’re pulled aggressively… still bound… to the edge of the….
Face down… ass up…
Your vagina is pressing against the ben wa ball as it also vibrates inside you…

And then you feel it…
My tongue against your perineum moving up your vagina, parting your lips and gently flicking your clitoris…
As I suck your clit you orgasm…
I slide my fingers inside you to rotate the ball and then…
Without warning…
I pull the ball out of you…

I can tell by the arch in your back that you’re shocked… as you were climaxing…
You’re even more shocked when I thrust myself inside you…
Over…
Over…
Over…
And over…
You don’t have to tell me who you belong to…
Like your hands were bound by me…
Your body belongs to me…
And you like it that way…

I turn you over and continue to pound you repeatedly as you say my name repeatedly….
My hands squeezing gently on your neck…
My lips kissing the scar above your breast…
Tell me you love it….

I remove the blindfold….
And you need not say a word…
I can tell you love me…
From the tears in your eyes as you lean in to kiss me…
Your vaginal walls contract…
And you cum on my desk…
Sexual Domination….

- Sexual Domination(2014) 





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1 comments:

Felecia said...

This was a very interesting read. Definitely eye opening but indeed very real. I'm looking forward to purchase the book soon....